I didn't receive a call from Methodist today like I thought I would. I will call and check in tomorrow morning, as I am anxious to get the ball rolling and get this body into the shape it needs to be in for the rest of my life.

I credit a regular at my place of employment, Jay Sutherland, as the one who really made the decision easy to make. Jay had gone through the bypass experience. He was at 415lbs at his heaviest and regrets only that he didn't have the surgery sooner. His tale and insight has been inspirational ever since he made me understand that I have an addiction to food. That explains why I sneak food, even to this day. I've gotten very good at covering up my traces of gluttony. It was like hearing my own life when Jay described the food addiction as bad as heroin, alcohol or cigarettes. People who don't have that problem have no understanding. When you're an addict, you eat when you're hungry, when you're not hungry, when you're bored, when you're sad, when you're happy, depressed or exhilarated. It happens for any reason and at any time. I'm so glad that Jay, this unassuming person, that I would have never imagined in a million years, would be the one who took the time to help. Thanks Jay.

So, that's it for today. It's raining out and just got done with helping with my daughter's homework.

So, when I started this entry, I had not heard from Methodist. I decided to call them and guess what!?! I got my Pre Opt Dietician appointment scheduled, I got my Surgeon Consultation scheduled with my Dr. and I'm having a Gal Bladder Ultrasound. I'm still hoping that I can have this done before my birthday in July; but, I understand I am but one in a sea of thousands looking for the same "cure". Yes, I know this isn't a cure; but, for those who know me, you will certainly think once I set my mind to something, I accomplish the feat with great intensity. Through the dark clouds today, I'm still walking on Sunshine!